Just finished reading 'the catcher in the rye' , The book
that I bought after reading some of its extract from goodreads. after reading
that one paragraph of the book I could not stop myself from buying it
from amazon.
Its very simple story by all means yet so complex. To
explain the story of the book will not take more than 3-4 sentences yet it
tells a lot more than that. I find catcher in the rye a composition of
misplaced Christmas vacation which turned out to be part-adventure ,
part-self realization for Holden Coufield, the protagonist of the book.
Holden seems like any normal guy and you really relate yourself
with him , at some points you find his experiences quite relevant to your own
experiences and some times you find him too lousy and irritating. He's just any
other guy who hates everything about life, is too much obsessed with himself
and at the same time thinks himself as a failure . The fact that he blames
everyone for his wrongdoings except for himself makes this fictional character
look real. He has a bad mouth, he is rebel, he lacks courage, he is
under-performer, he doesn't respect others. He's confused, intolerant yet
loving and caring. He has bad qualities in abundance and good ones are rare.
Holden is a protagonist who no one aspires to be but most end up being.
For me his most endearing quality is the way he points out
hypocrisy of people. He will, in very few words, show you how people change
their stand with changing situation.one more thing I love about this character
is that he does not have great expectations from himself neither does he
want people around him to expect great things from him. His loving and caring
nature is seen when he is with his younger sister. Their relationship is raw
and pure. It's just about sibling love and purity of love when there are no
expectations. This relationship is steady like a rock and beyond the
peripherals of right and wrong. He is just holden for her; good or bad doesn't
matter. That's the reason this relationship is most precious thing for holden
and he's so protective of it. Holden is one of those people who would not
care for you a bit if he doesn't like you but he'll go out of his way and do
everything thats possible for him to keep his loved ones happy.
Basically if I put myself at his place, I'll have almost all bad
qualities that he is having. Maybe, like him i judge people every moment and
blame them for my own loss, like him I call everyone phony, like him I
respect very few around me. I lack discipline, I lack courage, I lack desire
and I lack most things in the world. But unlike him I pretend to not judge,I
pretend to respect, I pretend to be disciplined, courageous and desiring. I am
not true to myself most of the times and still I expect.
Holden is not a benchmark of goodwill. He is just true to himself
and his people ; and I? I need to be.